I keep thinking it’s Motivational Monday. I’m asking all my Healthy Living ladies to be motivational and inspiring but the truth is I don’t feel it today at all… I feel tired, overwhelmed and beat down. I had an amazing weekend away with my family and for that I’m thankful. But even that isn’t getting me out of this funk.

We are officially in the final count down for the wedding and we are consistently crossing things off the list but I just keep feeling like I’m missing something. I sorta feel like everything has been so easy that I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop. I actually feel that way about life in general these days and frankly I blame COVID! It has changed and ruined so many things that I just feel like I’m always waiting for everything to get ruined.

Additionally I’m so sick of losing the same 5-10 lbs over and over again. I feel like such a failure for not being able to lose it and keep that weight off and continue to lose instead of going back up and having to start over. I can see a marked difference when I drinking lots of water and taking the time I need to get out of my own head and stick to my plan.